Raw Bleach

I've struggled to write because I see I'm repeating the same old things. I went into my closet, of things I don't want to deal w...

I lost my mind recently, quite literally , and have been trying to claw my way back to some form of sanity. Have I ever in my entire life be...

Though a recently posted about feeling better , and some fog lifting, the full truth is that the past year for me has been one of the darkes...

I went to bed sober last night. I didn't want to be sober. I didn't want to feel anything. I numb myself so I don't have to expe...

I don't cry. Or I should say I hate to cry. And the worst of all for me is having anyone see me cry. If you saw me cry you saw me at my...

Life has been dark lately. Without wanting to say the words that will trigger and upset, I've been spiraling downward without sight of a...

Old science said it took 21 days to create a new habit. Newer data shows it actually takes around 66 days. I was completely off on both of t...